| I am not moving... and i am so happy to be in my appointment for another year. I love what I am doing. I love the people, and the oppourtunities that it brings for me. It has been an interesting couple of weeks very busy, with youth councils and than I got strep throat  but I am doing much better. Vacation this weekend for my little brothers gradutaion. wow am i really that old that my brother is graduating from college. Geez!! Well it will be fun to be in the city and to be with my family!! |
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| I spent years wanting to belong to somoene, trying to find that someone who i could call my own and that i would be his. I had some relationships, but most of them were because i wanted this sense of belonging. I wanted someone to call me his. I don't know were this longing comes from but i have felt it as long as i can remember. Back to when i first notice boys and knew that they were different than i was. In my old age (laugh if you must 25 may not seem old to you, but to me it does) I have learned that i always have belonged to someone. There always has been a man calling me his. No not my Daddy girls, i never had that relationship, but God. God wanted all along for me to want just as badly to belong to his as i wanted to belong to someone else. He wanted me to long to be called his and to brag about it like we do with a new boyfriend. You know girls how we tell everyone about that new guy and how great he his. Why did I never feel that way about Christ? Why did i search for so long for that perfect relationship, when it was right in front of me all along? There's nothing like me and God!! How great it is to be in love with him. He never lets you down. He never forgets to call. He always answers when you need him. He is the greatest relationship you could and will ever have!! I wish i would have learned this sooner!! Sorry God for not knowing how great you are so much earlier in my life! Sorry for searching and searching around you!! I love you!! |
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| so i am doing well  I am feeling like things are going pretty good for me. Christmas was good. I was with my family and had it was good to see my mom and sis, and bro and nephew. It was hard to come back to work!! But I am happy now to be back. I hope all is well with you |
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| It has been awhile... sorry all. It has been a rough couple of weeks for me. We lost my grandfather as most of you know, and 2 days later my nephew was born. I have been as one of my favorite movies says "in a glass cage of emotion." It has been great to see my nephew and my family, but hard to grieve the loss of my grandfather who was a great man. |
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| Well i absolutely love having a head cold (not).... i have had one since friday, I have tried my best to get rid of it but it is holding on for dear life. I wish it would find someone else to bother. Well i have my car back it is fix and it is beautiful. I am feeling really good right now (other than the head cold thingy.) I had a couple of rough weeks that I felt like I was being raked through the coals, but I feel like I am in an up swing right now. It also must be the hear from old boyfriend week because i got a call from one, and a email from another. I did not expect to hear from either of them at all. I don't know where my love life is going right now..... no-where..... A big fat nowhere. I have been asked to be married to every man in the homeless shelter though. You know how that goes! |
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